It’s amazing to me that the Lord accepts us even when we are unfaithful to Him consistently. We fail and wander away so many times, still he actually desires us to be close to Him again. What incredible love He has for worthless sinners, for us! His grace should continually astound us and serve as a reminder that, though it hurts Him deeply when we willfully turn away from Him, His love is strong enough to withstand our failure and bring to complete closeness with Him again.

Another night, another chance
To prove what I can be
Faithful to Him
Different than the girl I used to be
But here I am
Running so fast
Toward the very thing that cost me my life
I’ll lose it all again but I don’t care
These voices in my head are screaming
Take me there!!

Unfaithfulness
Coursing through my veins
It hurts at first but then my sinful heart
Blocks out the pain
Unfaithfulness
The shame and hurt I put Him through tonight
I savor each sensation while it lasts
Yet when it’s past
All that’s left is unfaithfulness

I crawl back home
The darkness shields me from public disgrace
I feel so vile and worthless
I don’t wanna see His face
I peer into the glass
As I crack open the door
He’s waiting there for me to come home
He’s waiting for me to come home
I can’t lose it all again
I won’t leave Him anymore
These voices in my head,
I’m screaming
Leave me alone!!

Unfaithfulness
Coursing through my veins
It hurts at first but then my sinful heart
Blocks out the pain
Unfaithfulness
The shame and hurt I put Him through tonight
I savor each sensation while it lasts
Yet when it’s past
All that’s left is unfaithfulness

I’m waiting for His anger
But it never comes
Softly, He whispers
You’re my beloved one
In all of your unfaithfulness
You are still my bride
The blood I shed for you proves my love
And I still would die for you
All for you

Unfaithfulness
Coursing through my veins
I fall at His feet
Amazed by His marvelous grace
Unfaithfulness
Is all I’ve ever seen
But faithfulness is all He’s shown to me
It’s hard to believe
He loved me despite my
Unfaithfulness